We are finally reaching the end of the semester and I can't believe how much has happened in this short amount of time. From introductory choreographic studies to our final piece that was showcased in the Jr. Choreographer's Concert, I have learned so much about myself as a dancer, mover, choreographer, and person. From working individually, to working in pairs, small groups, then finally being in charge of my very own piece of work has been quite the journey, and it definitely came with some ups and downs along the way. We learned and experimented with several choreographic ideas and choices during our in-class studies, and I believe that without all of those options, I would not have been as prepared to work on my final piece as I was. The book Dance and the Lived Body by Sandra Horton Fraleigh that we read as a class provided very beneficial information that guided me into finding out who I am as a choreographer and mover and helped me to find my own personal aesthetic in my movement. Although I had these resources before I began working on my final study, I still came across some very difficult issues that I struggled with during my creative process. Over these last few weeks of working with my dancers on my piece, I learned a lot about what approaches work for me.
At the beginning of the creative process for our final study, we were to have a clear intent of what we wanted our piece to be about. This was my first struggle in the process because I am so indecisive and could not narrow anything options down. When I thought hard about it, I came up with a concept that I was set on, however, after consulting with my professor, realized it was a very difficult topic. My original idea for the intent for my piece was about one-sided effort in relationships. I thought about when people are in a relationship, whether it’s with their friends, siblings, parents, partners, or others, how sometimes it can feel imbalanced with how much energy one puts in the relationship. In some relationships that I’ve observed, one can put so much of their time and energy into that relationship, while the other isn’t giving as much and the result of this one-sidedness turns out to be a negative impact. In other cases, I’ve noticed how one doesn’t have to force a lot of energy into a relationship, but in the end, they have a positive and balanced relationship. So after discussing this with my professor, she immediately told me that there is too much of a narrative going on, and that it might be too difficult, when coming up with movement to support this intent. She then suggested that I go with the energy part of my original intent, and how low-energy vs. high-energy movement can cause different reactions and results.
Once I had my intent set in stone, my next task in this process was to create movement to support the intent. There were a couple of phrases from my in-class studies that I knew I wanted to bring back to this final study. I knew that they could work well with this intent because one phrase was slow, and light while the other was much faster and weighted. I thought that these could work for my two main low-energy and high-energy phrases and that from there, I would be able to come up with some simpler movement based on these two main phrases. I enjoyed this particular approach to the choreography because I wasn’t trying to throw a lot of random movement together that didn’t support or suffocate the intent. Instead, I could create smooth transitions, and bring parts of the phrases back to add repetition, and to give the piece a feeling of unity.
The greatest challenge of this process was finding the right music to support the piece and its intent. I struggled with exploring through the right genre of music and ended up working with a few different songs that were duds. As we got closer to show week, I still wasn’t happy with the music and due to all the of stress with this piece and the nerves for the performances in the Faculty Dance Concert, I finally just broke down… Luckily, my friend and peer Alek Trail came to the rescue and suggested I talk with her friend, who is a music major at UNT about some music. He happened to have an original song that worked perfectly with my movement, and supported it beautifully! I was so happy and relieved to have found a song that wasn’t mainstream, and that that fit the piece.
We ended up finishing the piece just days away from the show and had to clean it up quickly. I was fortunate enough to work with dancers who were very cooperative and willing to do the movement over and over and over again until it was right. The day of the show arrived and I was so nervous about my piece opening up the show! I knew that this was the final stage of my choreographic process: having an audience witness my work. I was very pleased with the performance and though it was a nice way to open up the concert. The piece was about 5 and a half minutes, but it seemed like it was over so quickly. It was a bittersweet moment when my piece ended. I thought of all the hard work I put into this process and all the hard work my dancers put into the rehearsals. Looking back through this semester, I feel like I have come along way since my solo study, to this final piece “Brittle Difference”. I’m really looking forward to choreographing for my Sr. project in the fall, and will definitely look back to everything I have learned from these studies and my professor to create an aesthetically pleasing piece.






